How Can I Have Courage?
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Introduction
As I reflect on my journey through the Courage for the Journey Live series, I realize that courage is not something we simply possess—it’s something we develop, especially through trials. My experiences have taught me that courage is deeply connected to trusting God’s character. This episode is my attempt to answer the question: “How can I have courage?”
Trusting God in Trials
I’ve learned that our view of God shapes whether we trust Him, and that trust is the foundation of courage. Enduring suffering and trials has strengthened my faith and forced me to depend on God alone. One of the hardest times in my life was losing my job, which tested my marriage and our finances. Eric, my husband, was still in school, and my income was our only support. We watched our savings dwindle and faced uncertainty about how we’d pay rent or buy groceries. During this time, our church community stepped in with generosity, reminding me that God provides in unexpected ways. These months changed us, making us more generous and deepening our dependence on God.
Standing Up for My Beliefs
As a nurse, I was passionate about women’s and children’s health. When I applied for a job in Labor and Delivery, I was assured I wouldn’t have to assist with abortions. Nine months later, I was assigned to care for a woman having an abortion. I refused, citing my convictions, and was told by the director that I misunderstood—everyone had to assist. I stood my ground, and my job ended. Only one other nurse confided that she wished she could say no, but she needed the job. Eric and I had no income, and it took four months to find another job. We relied on our savings and the kindness of others, learning to wait on the Lord and trust His plan, even when it wasn’t clear. This experience taught me that courage sometimes means waiting for God to honor that stand.
Lessons from David and Goliath
The story of David and Goliath in 1 Samuel 17 resonates deeply with me. David faced discouragement from his father, his oldest brother, King Saul, and his enemy, Goliath. Each tried to undermine his confidence, but David’s courage came from his trust in God, not his own abilities or past victories. He sought God’s glory, not his own, and believed that the Lord would deliver him. David’s courage was contagious—after he defeated Goliath, the Israelite army found the courage to pursue victory. This story reminds me that courage isn’t self-generated; it comes from knowing and trusting God’s character.
Facing Discouragement
I’ve faced voices of discouragement, just as David did. Sometimes, those voices speak the truth, making the discouragement even harder to overcome. But I’ve learned that trusting God’s character is the key to moving forward despite doubts and fears.
The Source of Courage
David didn’t rely on his own strength or past successes. He credited God for his victories and sought to honor Him. I strive to do the same, knowing that true courage comes from seeking God’s glory and trusting in His faithfulness.
Courage is Contagious
I see contagious courage in my own life, especially among the elderly women I know—my mom, my mother-in-law, and a widow our Sunday School class adopted. Their perseverance through physical struggles inspires me. My mother-in-law, who has multiple sclerosis and has been in a wheelchair for decades, continues to live independently and serve the Lord. Her courage teaches me to persevere, depend on God, and minister to others, no matter my circumstances.
Paul’s Example of Contagious Courage in Adversity
Paul’s imprisonment, as described in Philippians 1:12-14, shows how trials can advance the gospel and embolden others. Paul’s courage gave fellow believers confidence to speak the Word of God without fear. His struggles didn’t make others shrink back; instead, they became more bold. This reminds me that courage is produced by the Lord and can spread from one person’s example to many.
What I’ve Learned About Courage
Courage isn’t a one-time achievement. It’s a continual process of trusting God through repeated struggles. Trials and suffering are opportunities to develop faith, courage, and generosity. The example of courageous individuals inspires others to persevere and act boldly. Ultimately, courage comes from God’s character and faithfulness, not from personal strength or past victories.
Conclusion: Leaving the Battle in God’s Hands
I’ve learned that struggles will continue throughout life, with only short reprieves in between. When new battles arise, I’m often surprised by how hard they are, and I have to remind myself to lean on God’s strength instead of my own. Courage is developed over time, through repeated dependence on God.
