I am not a big rule follower. This includes traffic laws. I thought I was meant to be a racecar driver, but there was a price to pay. As hard as I tried to be good, I couldn’t stop this behavior. It’s because by nature, I am cursed.
Have you ever been duped into believing something, only to find out later it wasn’t true? Sometimes this happens and it is just a minor inconvenience or slight embarrassment. But sometimes the consequences of being duped are huge, as if someone put a hex on you!
The boy I punched in the nose was pointing me out to his parents. I started to shrink back, but then my daddy put his arm around me like he was proud. In essence, he was teaching me these boys had it coming and clearly my actions were justified.
I have no doubt about what God is able to do. I waiver about what He is willing to do. Because, what if I ask and the answer is no? I am afraid to ask for big things because it’s crushing to be told no.
Learning to live after loss is a blog for anyone who has suffered the sting of death and is struggling to find their way to learn how to live again.
