I am not a big rule follower. This includes traffic laws. I thought I was meant to be a racecar driver, but there was a price to pay. As hard as I tried to be good, I couldn’t stop this behavior. It’s because by nature, I am cursed.
There was someone I looked up to who was edgy and cool. I shared private things about people I loved to impress her and then she used it against them. When they confronted me, I tried to tell them I never intended to hurt them, but they felt betrayed.
As I cry for spiritual renewal, heartache of some kind is what God uses to change me. He tries the easy way, but I don’t listen. Heartache is what seems to get my attention. Why is that? Why can’t I learn the easy way?
I am a thief. I shoplifted multiple times from a department store when I was in Jr High. And I never got caught. Even though, I didn’t feel good about it, I wasn’t ready to plead for God’s mercy.
This decision is the best decision you will ever make and will become your favorite love story too! It is the one that impacts your life for all of eternity and gives you assurance of where you will go when you die.
My husband and I said early on that we were not going to blame each other. But I still cannot help but wonder if we brought about Nicholas’ death with sin.
