Learning to live after loss blog

  • woman watching sunset contemplating an unwelcome realization.

    An Unwelcome Realization

    How could I survive this great loss? And not just survive but have times of laughter and happiness. If grief is the price of love, how am I able to get out of bed? Does this mean I do not love my son?

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  • Contemplating grief weight

    Let’s talk about that grief weight

    God was doing a work in my heart to open my eyes to anything I was craving more than Him. Because nothing else could satisfy like Jesus.

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  • The Tomb of the Unknown Soldier, at Arlington National Cemetery, with downtown Washington, D.C. visible on the horizon. Suffering Is Not Wasted.

    When Suffering Is Not Wasted

    The same power that raised Jesus Christ from the dead is at work in us in the form of the Holy Spirit testifying the Truth to our spirit that this pain, this suffering, is not wasted.

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  • woman sitting on a bench watching the sunrise contemplating life

    Is God Enough?

    Being content is being satisfied, finding what you have sufficient. I certainly did not find what I had sufficient. I found it woefully lacking. Is God really asking me to be content when a part of my heart is no longer here with me?

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  • Woman praying God's Word

    Is God’s Grace Sufficient?

    What does God’s sufficient grace really mean? God is shedding favor on me? It doesn’t feel like favor. I tried to do everything right. Did I deserve this? I loved God. I obeyed Him and served Him. I knew I was nothing without Him.

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  • Did our sin cause Nicholas to die?

    My husband and I said early on that we were not going to blame each other.  But I still cannot help but wonder if we brought about Nicholas’ death with sin.

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